Day Six~Shannin

So, yesterday sucked. If anyone reads my journal blog, it explains everything. (Does anyone even read this blog?) Anyway.....I ordered from my fav chinese take out (I even have their number saved in my cell) and waited anxiously like I used to wait for a pill or for coke. My heart racing as I ordered. Debating the entire time I was waiting.....call and cancel....you only have $100 bill, let them come and then take it back because they can't give you change.....But, they could give me change. I took it into the kitchen; shaking, irritable...... Yes, when I say I am addicted to food, it is no joke. Now I feel awful about my decision; waking with a food hangover. When I did WW successfully, I always had one big "cheat" meal a week, and still lost wieght. So, hubby says I shouldn't worry about it. If I deprive myself, I will end up giving up. So, anyway...that was day six. I'm gonna go drink six glasses of diet and cleansing teas.... 11/6/05 2 eggs 2oz soyrizo 1/4 c. 2% cheese (2pt) 98% fat free beef barley soup TOO MUCH chinese take out....including deliciously fried appetizers